I'm getting shocks in my big toe/where it meets the foot now when I walk and especially on stairs and especially barefoot/only socks. It's extremely uncomfortable. Got one in my knee this morning too. January cannot come fast enough (I bet not a lot of people in New England say that). By then I'll have to get my hiking boots re-soled from wearing then everywhere, and I haven't even been doing any real hiking!

I have therapy again tomorrow. I had a good weekend in terms of eating stayed within reason in terms of amount of food eaten not too much not too little. Felt like too much, but probably what someone my age/activity level should be eating on the daily. The voices pop in every now and then, especially in the mornings I've been getting up at like 2am because I go to bed at about 8pm. I was doing my meds at 2am, took me 20 minutes to fill up those pill boxes because of the damn bubble packs for my antipsychotics.

In 10 days I get to see my pnurse's face for the first time via telehealth. We've always just done phone calls, but I guess insurance companies don't like phone calls (?). I still don't know what that pnurse I had back in January for 3 appointments looks like. It's weird. I think crisis lines should have video calls. That way they can see you without having to show up at your house with the police.

Hugs to all who want/need them

edit: nevermind all is well.

Edit 2: I got a hold of the nurse, my injection is Wednesday and they have samples hopefully enough to last until I can get on Medicaid (probably January). Which is good because I feel like there are other people in the house. I can hear them... just can't find them... my cat is screaming at them too.