My family is not helping me now. I am scurrying around to find another job. I am happier but the pressure is making me stressed. I have no symptoms - just pressure. I will always be poor. But, I need to survive and know I must focus on this. I liked just teaching. Too bad it does not pay for all my bills. Hmmm, I am confident I will find another job but preparing for it is difficult. I am spending my downtime on reading or writing for my online courses. I am taking it one step at a time. I wish the taxes were more reasonable here. But, at least, I have good health insurance! It is a right here, not a privilege. So, I will survive hopefully.