Every time I taper the phenibut down to 300mg, I get depressed. So I took a little more. It's a good antidepressant.

And the whole thing about my life, I think.. I never get insight on what people do automatically - Like everyone is on the inside and I'm on the outside. I don't understand.

It's horrible when I lose motivation to even explain what is wrong with me - But when I'm motivated, I ignore that and take the motivation for granted. Same with the DP/DR panic.

I have a bunch of horrifying things that hover over me all of the time.