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Originally Posted by Desoxyn
Every time I taper the phenibut down to 300mg, I get depressed. So I took a little more. It's a good antidepressant.
And the whole thing about my life, I think.. I never get insight on what people do automatically - Like everyone is on the inside and I'm on the outside. I don't understand.
It's horrible when I lose motivation to even explain what is wrong with me - But when I'm motivated, I ignore that and take the motivation for granted. Same with the DP/DR panic.
I have a bunch of horrifying things that hover over me all of the time.
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I have a bunch of horrifying things hovering over me too.
I guess I overthink things.
That's what people on the outside say.
Or I don't even know if that's what I tell myself.
So confusing. If you want a summary of life so far for me: that is, that it is confusing.