I slept fairly well last night. My mom got some pastries and bread from a bakery yesterday morning. I didn’t want the chocolate chip danish she got for me. Then I felt bad that she spent the money on it so I ate it last night. Then I fell asleep around 6:30. I took a Benadryl and I used some sleep lotion. I slept pretty much through the night until 6:30. I woke up needing to use the bathroom but still unable to go. I started drinking a black cherry Pepsi and then almost instantly felt the need to go. So I finally went a lot. Now I can tell the difference between hysterectomy pain and constipation pain. My pain is kind of tough right now. Worse then yesterday. But I think it’s just because I don’t have the constipation pain and I’m not taking the pain meds. I did I take a couple extra strength Tylenol and I’m using the heating pad and drinking pumpkin tea. I know I won’t be able to get out of bed today but I hope things stay ok mood wise. The depression last night was mild but it was there.

I thought I heard baby kittens outside yesterday afternoon. My mom heard them too so I know it wasn’t just me.

I know it’s not funny but my moms friend was telling her one time about how her bladder fell out. And for some reason these last 2 days I’ve been thinking that is the funniest thing. But every time I laugh it hurts so I’m trying not to think about it.