OP, I can relate. My interests and number of friends are pretty limited. I have two friends, both live out of state but we talk somewhat regularly.

I have ASD and ADHD diagnosis. I tend to cycle between a handful of special interests, usually I'm just obsessed with one interest at a time. I'll be all about some special interest but suddenly just drop it and pick something else.

I've been noticing lately the huge difference between being lonely and feeling alone. I've had some of my best life experiences when I was just by myself, while some of my strongest feelings of loneliness come when I'm out and around other people.

Sometimes I choose to go grocery shopping when I'm feeling lonely. It's comforting somehow to be doing the same thing as those around you, and I enjoy a little friendly chit chat when I'm checking out.

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