I kinda missed transference T today. Enough to drink a mug of blue fruit tea. I hope removing my entire female reproductive system will give me some relief from these thoughts. I have my first appointment with my new T on Monday. I don’t know what to expect. I do know I’m gonna be careful with what I say. And act the same way I acted with my transference T for the first 10 months before my hormones got out of control. I think I just was too honest with my last T. Plus my med situation has been under control now for a couple weeks and my current food situation is to be expected.