Dear T,
I was thinking about it, the anniversary thing. I know I'm a different person now. That I would handle it differently (and have, for similar feelings). But I think what really affects me is the knowledge that my mind is capable of going there. And maybe it's like I *need* to remember that? So that I don't get complacent. I'm not sure if you'll fully understand, but I think I need to bring that up Friday. Kinda wish I could talk to you tomorrow, but I should be OK.

Love,
LT