I'm still tired and not doing much. He's really upset about his grades. So we had him stop doing any work today and just take it easy. He did manage a shower today but he's struggling.

He's/we also dealing with family that want to know why he's not applying to grad school when just a couple of months ago we were talking about moving for grad school. I'm just telling people it's his senior year he's burned out he's going to freelance for a little while. They all ask about him loosing his scholarship... and I want to scream "I don't give a **** about whether he finishes, or looses the scholarship because he take a break, or what he's going to do next I want him safe whatever that means."

We've already told him that he can fail all his classes, decide not to go back and we'd still be proud of him. But he doesn't believe us yet. Everyone is worried about his future and I just want him to have a future. I'm sick of hearing about all the potential he has. It's no good if he's not around. I had to send a text to my parents to please not mention grad school to him. He's really kicking himself feeling he'll no longer get into grad school... EVER. Kids fighting for his life and people are pressuring him.