My friend and I had an upsetting phone call last night. He had told some people at his house yesterday that I'm lonely, depressed and want to kill myself. I asked him why did he ever bring that up while talking to others. He couldn't answer me and hung up. So we're going to split up. And, the way, I am not thinking of ending it all and never have.

I don't understand it. I was being nice and generous to him yesterday because I went to pick him up at his house and bring him over to my place. The reason for it is because his wife was hosting a bridge party with her friends. I went out of my way for him because he had no place to go with having a bad back from a fall he had a couple of weeks ago. Also his eyesight is not good.

I try to be so nice and helpful to people and this is the thanks I get. I guess I'll just remain lonely because there are no good people around anymore. It seems like people are just takers and not givers.