Honestly today I just discovered that they have adult podcasts on Spotify and Spotify is safe and private. Plus they don’t make me feel gross.

I also ordered a very small and quite personal massager today. So I’m hoping it really is quite so I don’t have to look or listen to anything. I can’t do anything for 5 more weeks. And I’m in between getting frustrated and not having a sex drive at all. Which is what happened in March 2020 right after I started my transition and got my first injection. I wanted to get turned on but I couldn’t. Then 2 weeks later after the second shot my libido just exploded.