It's been a week not much has changed. He wants to go see family and visit colleges so that's what we're doing in about a little over week. He doesn't want to go to school right now but wants to see his options. He's doing all the things to prepare for school. The extended family is putting a lot of pressure on him. They want to have conversations with him about school when he visits and he knows this. I think this is just going to make things harder on him but he's an adult I can't protect him.

I'm sleeping a lot during the day but I'm still on the couch. I'm not ready to play pretend again.