I'm about to go on to work, and all I want is to quit. Job interview Monday. And in all fairness, it's customer first, associate when the company gets to it. My mental health and physical health crashed at this job. Not much human interaction and it's hard to hear in the facility. The job isn't for me, and I know that. More importantly, I'm to a point I have to step up and act. Not just say I'll get to it when I can, then never get to it. I could have been in the hospital yesterday, and instead I stood up and said no, I'm done talking to my t, and I'm ready for action. I'm stressed, and have done little to support myself, out of fear of making the wrong choice. Which meant staying stuck. I came to a completely different company because I wanted to get physically healthy, yet I wasn't doing enough to support myself and the job became toxic.

I can get a job that I can thrive in, and I cam put the self care in and then advocate for myself and others. Therefore becoming more adapt and less disabled. I can rely on myself, then I can teach others. I know the changes, it's hard but worth it!

Yesterday, I saw no future, now I see possibilities!!!

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