I drank 2 bottles of light Body Armor and then I had 3 cans of zero sugar soda. So I got really full and unintentionally intentionally restricted today. What I did eat was super high in protein but low in carbs. My body needs bread daily. My last therapist said when I restrict I need to eat bread. And it’s kinda dumb but also kinda true. Now I’m having a minor food restriction related meltdown. It’s not as bad as some of the other ones I’ve had. I was going to eat dinner. My mom is getting really tired of my dieting and calorie talking. She says I should be focusing on recovering from surgery and not trying to lose weight right now.

I’m going to get Dennys for dinner. I’ll get the sirloin steak with dinner bread and vegetables as sides that I’ll eat Tomorrow. Although eating the vegetables wouldn’t be a big deal. But this way I can have both protein and bread. I’m still under for the day but whatever at this point. I’ll go to the bakery in the morning for bread.