I'm so sorry to hear you are losing your therapist... Especially just as you 'start' on the trauma work. I can totally relate as going through exactly the same thing after my T left nearly three months ago. It's really hard, but I'm hoping it is going to be worth it, finding someone new and working through the trauma. I hope you can find the right person to continue your journey with too, if that is what you choose to do, but you they'll never be the same, will they. Take care East, it's a crazy world of emotions out there.