I have been sleeping a lot,. Which honestly is a good thing because I spent the past 2 months barely sleeping. It's been 4 full days since the mood stabilizer increase. It's making me really tired but I know it will wear off eventually. I'm probably worn out from my day out yesterday too, I hardly ever go anywhere or walk that much, and I'm an introvert and have social anxiety so socializing is difficult for me, I'm glad I went though, I always feel better after I get out of my comfort zone. Even as an introvert I do get lonely sometimes, living by myself in my apartment and not really going anywhere or having many friends nearby. Maybe I'm not a total introvert, maybe I'm an ambivert which is a combination of extrovert and introvert. Because I do thoroughly enjoy the time I spend with people when I am able to, it's just that my social anxiety and agoraphobia tendencies make things a little difficult, but when I'm able to get over those issues and actually socialize I do feel really good.

I have a package coming with my new tenor ukulele. I have a soprano ukulele, but I wanted to try out the bigger size so I ordered a tenor. It says they tried to deliver it, but they tried to deliver it to a city next to my city this morning, and were unsuccessful, obviously because I don't live there, which is weird because my address and zip code are all correct, so I don't see why they would do that. But I talked to Amazon customer service and they said they're going to reschedule delivery to tomorrow and she said she left a note for the carrier with the correct address, so hopefully this time it works out.

I paid off my library late fee so I can finally start getting books and movies from there again I have a few horror movies I requested and a couple books hopefully coming in within the next couple of days. They were all shipped from other libraries in the county. I'm excited to carve some pumpkins next week! I got some battery operated tealight candles for them since we can't have open flames in our apartments.

I hope everyone is doing okay