First of all, I’m not gonna find a replacement T that is exactly like my transference T no matter how hard I try. So I’m just going to have to give that up so I can get out of that mindset. This new therapist was honestly ok. She seemed a bit inexperienced. Not unprofessional at all. Just like maybe she was new? But she is comfortable with trans people. She has worked with people all over the autism spectrum. She knows about EDs. She takes Covid very seriously. All the things I need in a therapist. She laughed a lot and it was confusing at first. She explained that she liked to use humor. But she was serious when I was talking about serious things. One time she asked if I was throwing humor or not. So she’s respectful. She didn’t comment on my appearance and she wasn’t a blank slate either. So I mean I liked her. The laughing a lot was a little annoying but I’ll probably end up being fine with it and I’ll get used to it and probably go along with it as well. She charges a lot for emails. Which I’ve never heard of before. This place was kind of high end. At least that’s what my mom said.

But I mean she will work out if I’ll make it work out. But I did like her. I probably like her the second best of all the therapists I’ve had after my transference T.