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Old Oct 12, 2021, 02:51 PM
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Miss Laura Miss Laura is offline
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Location: Scotland, UK
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Hi guys,

I'm really struggling with suicidal thoughts, wanting to run away, thinking life will be better without me in it. Wish death had took me instead of my Mum.

I have had a lot going on Mum's death in July, my Uncle's death in September, family dynamics, family fighting.

I usually get depressed around about this time of year but now I'm suicidal. I hope this is a blip but it's not looking like that.

I called the duty worker in my mental health team. They recommend distractions and they would get my Community Psychiatric Nurse to contact me that was 7 hours ago its 9pm here so hoping my CPN calls tomorrow.

I'm just really f$$$ed up.... sorry!!!

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