Apparently I'm yelling instead of talking and my frustration is showing. IDK. I have to shower tonight but I don't wanta. It's an hour passed my night time meds and I don't want them. I have two hours until I have to take them. I will. but everything is getting me angry. this sucks. My headphones are blocking out any noise. last night I was getting tactile hallucinations. I still feel like I can't breathe. this mood sucks.