Yes can relate since when I meet new people I am very nervous. Eating in front of others I don’t know can feel strange since when I used to first eat in front people didn’t know well my hand would almost shake and it made it so almost didn’t want to eat at all. In school I was very quiet and would talk to a few close friends, but disliked speaking up in classes. Then moved around often and was new often, and dealt with mean girls when a teenager. Now I do ok if in a small group, but still very quiet, and if in a meeting usually do not want to speak up at all.