I can probably count on my fingers and toes the amount of times I made eye contact with T in five years. And no, it isn't something I ever worked on. I don't make eye contact in real life either. Unless I'm at work and that is only every now and again.

I have never worked on it, and I have no idea if it is something I will work on either. Maybe. Maybe not. It's almost like it's a part of me that I guard. I guard it very tightly and I only allow people there in very special situations.

Sounds crazy, but makes it mean something when I do make eye contact.