I talked with my new therapist on Monday. The first thing I asked her was if she was ok with trans people and she said yeah. The second thing I asked her was if she knew about eating disorders and she said “yeah and if I have a question I can ask my supervisor.” I told her how much I ate and she said “um that’s how much your supposed to be eating.” I told her about the safe foods and all that. But I’ve been eating better on my own lately. I just try to eat healthy now but still with give myself one treat a day. I haven’t had too many food restriction meltdowns since the 1st. So I’m not sure. I guess this thing just comes and goes. She asked for my height and my weight and I told her what I wanted to get down to and she didn’t say anything about it.

It’s just so confusing because to some people they are like “yeah you have an issue” to other people it’s just normal dieting. For me I go back and forth on it. Currently what I think I’m doing is just normal stuff. My mom says I’m not eating enough and I need to talk to my new T about it. I mean do people with EDs think they have a problem?