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Originally Posted by LonesomeTonight
Hugs, Kit. I hope you're able to get a T soon from the new place.
You mention IOP T still being in supervision--it could be that her supervisor is the one saying she can't continue to see you, rather than IOP T making the decision herself. I'm not sure if that would help at all with the rejection feelings.
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Well one thing I give her credit for was that she owned the decision. She didn't place the responsibility on her supervisor. She said she thought I was too high risk. She said it was one thing when I have a team of people but it would be another thing when it would be just her.
I'd cry if I did actually cry which I don't. I can feel the self loathing on me, coming up from within me. I can't help my history/symptoms but I feel like I am being judged based on my history/symptoms. So I feel like I am in a rock and a hard place. I am hopeful this new place will find me a therapist that will work for me and be fabulous.