I'm ruminating tonight over all the medical appointments I need. It's stressing me out and making me want to just give up. It would be nice to fall asleep permanently. I can't handle it. I always have a medical appointment. I am getting the booster shot next week and in 2 weeks I'm being seen about my knee. I need a Shingles shot, a mammogram, a woman's wellness and another back appointment. I am tired. I don't want to do anymore.