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----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: MJK Auto Parts
Date: May 20, 2008 7:50 AM

Why should the man stay with someone who does not trust him. Seems like we are back at the begining getting ready for the end. I guess we should just face it we are having problems again. Sorry that you can't trust me. Guess I can't blame you I have not made it easy for you.

----------------------My Response----------------------------------------

Very true.

You have not even NEARLY earned my trust back.

Ha!

A month and a half since your last "incident" and you expect me to trust you going fishing with the guys next door who DRINK. WOW. And time and time again I have repeated to you that I know when you are drinking because you will not return my phone calls....funny.......you think that would make a guy wanna call a girl back when he got off that boat . even if it was 10 PM. Just seems like coincidence to me but I could be wrong.

When just last week you told me that you told them that I was more likely to let you go off with 4 women rather than get on that boat with them - huh - now I'm stupid?

And at 3PM - the last time I spoke to you yesterday you were on your way to get dropped off at Wal-mart when you were telling me that you were going to handle "business" Beat feet and get things done as you put it..... - you said nothing of fishing.......

So not only does it not matter whether your were drinking or not, the fact is - you will lie to me in a heartbeat, I can't trust you, and you are constantly proving me right.

I have a right to a good, healthy, loving relationship that has TRUST. Staying with you is denying me that right.

I think maybe you should explore your options as far as women are concerned. Perhaps you can find someone a little more suited to put up with the dishonesty. Or possibly you could spend time to admit you are an alcoholic (which you have yet to do), become a man, and make an HONEST life for yourself. My life is honest. I have no room for dishonesty.

Honestly, all the times you have chosen alcohol over me should have been my reason to leave. Sadly, I thought I could change you. You are the only one who can heal yourself. I can't heal you.

I can pick up your laptop on Wed and return it to you Saturday. We can be friends but at this point I cannot offer much more. When you find someone else to keep your books let me know....or if you want to put me on the payroll in a professional manner that will be fine but I prefer to pick things up and drop them off while you are not there.

You need time to work on you.

I'm already working on me and I have the right to a turmoil-free life.