I keep having many recurring dreams. And one of them is with you in it. And I'm at the treatment facility I was in for 5 yrs. I guess you're there because I met you there. But these dreams aren't happy. Lately the recurring theme is that I'm getting kicked out and you just go along with it. I guess if I'd have to make some sense out of it I would say that this relates to your changing the rules in our therapy regarding outside contact. You told me it was hard for you as well and that you understand that it was painful. We've been over it 100 times. But this theme shows up often in my dreams and I wonder if it is because I kinda just moved on and ignored /avoided it rather than really sitting with it and working thru the immense pain that I felt