**** I'm so scared tonight.. the open window and humid coldness and darkness

I can't stand being secretive about chems other than meds even if they're harmless. I'm becoming more quiet and timid etc like a skittish cat.. lol.. but also that and I'm FACED.., with my own mortality

I think its cuz of my grandmothers house.. its so neat, clean etc and big

Mansions scare me man