I have grief and sadness in my heart for what I've had to let go of. But also, optimism that I can meet new people and find a new community. I miss, more than anything, having a creative outlet. Where I can share my poetry, writing, creativity, and randomly inspired thoughts. I am seeking a new place to do this. I'm sure one can be found.

Change is scary and can leave you breathless and vulnerable because it's unfamiliar. It never feels that good to leave a comfort zone. And your mind might say a lot of things that are untrue about why you need this change. But deep down, we all need change sometimes, right? If we are to grow and evolve. I think stagnation can be more suffocating than change. This is what I'm thinking about this morning with my tea.