I tried taking 30mg Vyvanse this morning instead of 60mg but I couldn't get out of bed. I was extremely tired. It"s a painful tiredness.

I had a heart spasm every time I tried to fall asleep last night. I took a full zopiclone and .25 clonazepam and it stopped, I went to sleep like usual.

I'm going to have to prepare for my early death soon.

My grandmother said that its high cortisol or something and I need to relax here - So that's what I'll try to do.