I got some decent sleep last night. My Fibro is even worse today, as if that is possible. Ugh !

Steve is being incredibly supportive, I mean he always is but of course when I tell him how I am feeling such guilt and feeling like a burden. His response is " You just hit the wall and totally lost touch" I am struggling with enormous grief that I am working on with Richard. I know eventually I will get over that its just hard knowing what I put him through and what I put one of my best friends though. Shes an amazing person and I am beyond grateful to have her in my life !!

I've not had any explosions today thankfully

Hope everyone is having a good day