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Broken Old Man · 07:20 PM

Aviza,
I'm truly sorry you are feeling this way.
I don't really have any advise for you. I don't know what you are going through.
I can share with you that in early 2020, before COVID, I met someone that I connected with. We had a short romance that ended for various reasons, COVID being a main driver. However, we remained close friends and the possibility of more was always there. My friend, I'll call her Z, had many issues, depression, social anxiety, and probably more that I didn't know about. She also had several physical medical issues she was dealing with.

Long story short, on Feb 20 of 2021, I passed my two weeks after full vaccination and got my get out of jail card. I reached out to her, hoping we could meet,

Possible trigger:

only to get a response from one of her daughters that she had passed the night before. As it turned out, she took her own life. She had her reasons and I respect her decision, but it left a hole in my heart that likely will never be filled. She was really the only close friend I had at the time. I miss her terribly.

I encourage you to NOT take your own life. You DO matter. I know you do.

BOM