I have quite a number of backburner missions/responsibilities nagging me all the time. So my laziness (or whatever) is making me sad & ashamed of myself. I have recently succeeded at accomplishing some difficult (for me) goals. I felt uplifted by that. But today one of my backburner things feels like an emergency, so I have a lot of anxiety about that, & it's my own fault. I'm hoping so much that I will fix this very soon.