I feel kinda anxious that I hurt myself and gave myself surgery complications. Also I’m not looking forward to Thanksgiving this year. I’m traveling which I don’t want to do in general this year and I don’t want to see specific family members. Especially all at one time. I know I did that during our vacation in July. But it wasn’t that many people. Although believe me I was nervous then too but I got through it. So I guess I’ll just get through this too. But Thanksgivings aren’t the best for me. I either have to deal with family I don’t want to deal with or I have crazy work shifts the next day. My dad even died 2 days after Thanksgiving 2014.