Did a 5 mile hike up a short, but steep rocky ridge this morning after my pnurse appointment. I definitely underplayed my food ****ery (what I'm now calling the eating disorder) with her and she probably thinks my eating is fine. Was cool to see her for the first time though, even if it's only via internet. I've been talking to her for 9 months now, and have not had a clue what her face looks like until today. Position de pandemic, eh?
Oh, and I am not returning to therapy. I actually blocked my therapist's email so she can't send me the link to the session. I'm curious as to how she will handle it (call me? wellness check? nothing?).