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Originally Posted by dancinglady
I went through 13 years of abuse by mental health professionals. There is no available legal or board actions. I tried for several years.
I also sustained years of abuse as a child.
All I hear is forgive them and move on with your life. Ok so I stated I forgive each and everyone.
I still have horrible flashbacks and memories which brings it all back. I have done EMDR, meditation and mindfulness. I have done hypnotherapy etc. nothing stops above. I have sleep problems because of the things and have been sleep deprived for 10+ years. I have been to sleep disorder clinics.
I am asking “step by step guide” on how to forgive people so I can at the age of 70 have a peaceful life? Any help is greatly appreciated.
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When I first started out in therapy with my current T about two years ago, I told her about my past history of bad therapies, one of which was an abusive one. We spent the better part of our first few months discussing why I struggled to trust therapists and the entire field of psychology, for that matter. It was painful discussing what was going on because I didn't know if my therapist was going to blow me off like the others always did. But this one didn't. She acknowledged my pain, validated my traumatic memories, and reemphasized how brave I was to revisit therapy, even after all that. My therapist continues to feel honored working with me, and she allows me to ask her questions when I'm feeling unsure or insecure. She reassures me all the time. I've not had a therapist like her ever before. And I wasn't really looking; she just happened to be at the right place at the right time to treat me. It only took like two decades of me struggling from therapist to therapist and feeling hurt along the way.
Hopefully you'll find the right therapist to help you heal, and to validate your pain.
I'm so sorry you have struggled with all of this trauma from therapy abuse.
