I'm so scattered and angry. I almost Luckily I distracted myself until h got home. I'm so destructive right now. I need to let H know but I don't want to own up to it. Why can't I just be normal? We leave in a couple of days and things are going to be worse. My mouth hurts but I don't have time to go to the dentist. They just pull teeth anyway. My case manager wants me to go to the dentist but covid.