I am just going to live on smoothies/nutrition shakes. I can’t seem to eat most food because of my choking fear. The list of foods I don’t feel comfortable/safe eating is constantly growing and I am sick of it. I hate it. I wish I could go back to like 2 years ago before I developed this weird ****ing phobia. I am so frustrated.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
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