I'm sorry your going through this. If it doesn't bring you more stability think about changing pdocs when you can. Also continue to talk here and to your T about how it makes you feel. Whatever dx they give you your still part of the BP forum. I've had most pdocs come in and change everything on me. Therapists too. One calls what I have paranoia another calls anxiety. It takes me a while to adjust to new pdocs and be honest with them. My current one puts a lot of faith in the hospital when I don't. I've even had other Dx.'s tacked on.

At one time (about a year ago) I was BP2, psychosis, ptsd, general anxiety, and who know what else. During that time I had an hard time with T's understanding me because they wanted me to just get over my ****. I had one say I need a job when I could hardly make it to therapy. I went through several T's. Now I have a more concrete "serious" dx. My T's are much more understanding. All that to say I hope you get the dx you need to get the support you need.