I'm feeling better this morning than I did yesterday. I got a much better night's sleep last night than the night before so I think it helped. Yesterday I was "weepy" throughout the whole day, feeling terrible about cancelling my trip. There were even some tears out of my eyes when I went bike riding. Yesterday, while I was preparing and having dinner, I was listening to an album by Ludovico Einaudi and it seemed to have hit the spot. I normally would have been listening to "rockin'" music, but I was so depressed at that time.

Today is starting off OK even though it's early. I hope this will be a good day. I'm still reeling from cancelling the trip yesterday a little bit. Oh, and by the way, I will be getting a full refund from the airline and a partial refund from a pre-payment with the car rental. So not much of a loss with this cancellation.