I had DP/DR at a restaurant again. I couldn't read the menu.. I could follow instructions and still eat but it felt like my body was a VEHICLE.. and I barely knew how to drive..
There was so many colours while walking through the city - It was painful + beautiful. The music sounded good in the background like a psych trip.
I didn't panic this time... I swallowed the olanzepine with rum and coke and then put 0.5mg of clonazepam under my tongue..
I couldn't understand what anyone was talking about. I was OK after the meds kicked in. I kept thinking "there's circles everywhere - Or EYES/Cameras" - It's like psychosis but very different....
I got home and then smoked some plant, drank a beer and went to sleep.
I couldn't absorb much information when the dp/dr was happening. I wonder what that means..
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