I did something dumb and thought I was capable of lifting a heavy suitcase off the top shelf of my closest and over my head that was filled with stuff and then take the stuff out and put the suitcase back up and then decide half an hour later to fill it with summer clothes. So I lifted it over my head a total of 4 times. Now my stomach is in pain and I’m bleeding a lot. So I don’t know what I messed up but I’m going to have to call my doctor in the morning. I had sent him a message on Friday about some other dumb stuff I wasn’t careful about. The best case scenario that can happen is he will just yell at me for not being careful. The worst case scenario is needing another surgery to fix the things I ****ed up.

But besides overdoing it I coped pretty well. I had a romantic comedy on instead of using my phone nonstop and listening to disturbing podcasts like I had been doing.