I had no luck getting my haircut today. One stylist and 4 people waiting at both places. I don’t know if I’ll try later or not. I am talking with my doctor through my patient portal. They want me to go in for a UTI test even though I just had one done. I told them about the lifting of the suitcase and how the bleeding had happened after that. I told them I’d go in and give them a sample tomorrow after my other appointment with my therapist. I think this is what happened to Bill Clinton. He let a UTI infection go untreated and it spread to his bloodstream and that’s how he ended up in the hospital. Honestly I’m just exhausted right now mentally and physically and I’m losing my patience with these labor shortages and supply shortages.

I had to return some stuff to Walmart that somehow got huge on me between the time I bought it in august and now. So my mom is at Walmart now but I doubt she’ll be able to find my size because now there’s Christmas shortages so everyone is panic buying Christmas gifts. And all I want is fall clothes that I’d buy for myself for the right now that actually fit.

Edit: I just took a Valium and ate 5 bizarre ume plum flavored Oreos. So I feel a bit better. I’m trying to diet but I don’t think I’m doing it the right way. I mean I’m losing and keeping weight off but I’m just so hungry and crabby all the time because of my dieting. I basically just feel like inhaling a lot of sugar and carbs for some reason.

And yeah they didn’t have the shirts I needed. At Walmart or at Target. I could try platos closet since they sometimes have decent stuff and you don’t get the weirdos that you get at Goodwill. 3 out of 4 times I went to Goodwill I encountered creepy people.

My mom did find some pants she thought would work out. I also found the LGBTQ Kellogg cereal on eBay for $7. I looked all over for that when it was out at stores in June but I couldn’t find it. I looked for like a month.