Please don’t be laughing the whole time like you were last time. I know you weren’t laughing at me and you were serious when I was talking about tough stuff. But just please don’t.

I think I’m just being so stubborn because I want a therapist exactly like my transference one and there is no other one like her. I’m still on the waiting list for that one my bigot T refereed me to. But I need to give this one a chance and stop acting so stubborn.