I know this isn't a spiritual thread, but, the Sanskrit word for the heart chakra is Anahata. This word means unbreakable, unbroken. So I do believe I will heal because I don't think anything I go through will ever prevent me from loving others.

Right now, it is just very hard. I'm doing my best to be compassionate and patient with myself. Thank you for your compassion for me. It is very appreciated. .