Maybe I should have just left this where it was. In the past. Maybe I should have just ignored your message and tried to forget about you. Maybe I should have just asked you to box my things up and left them on the doorstep for me. Maybe I am just making things worse for both of us here. But I still have that tiniest bit of trust in you. I must have, or I wouldn't have bothered to get back in touch. I wouldn't have even asked you if I didn't still have some of that belief that you would do what I consider to be the right thing.

Why haven't you replied though? You are probably just very busy still, but my mind has gone to all sorts of other places. Maybe you need time to think about it? I don't think I am being unreasonable, but I find it SO hard to tell sometimes.

I'm just trying to be honest whilst still being respectful and loving. It's HARD!!! I'm just trying here, T, and I hope you can see that.