I don’t feel very good right now. My eating problem or whatever you call it was tough yesterday. I wanted to sleep through my hunger so I took 30mil of melatonin, 2 gummy zzquls and 2 Benadryl’s. I didn’t wake up to eat anything but now my stomach feels funny. I can’t tell if it’s the meds or the fact I restricted food yesterday and ate what my mind wanted instead of what my body needed.

I’ll talk to my therapist today about it. I hope she really does work with people with EDS and doesn’t think I’m too much to handle and hand me off once again to someone who probably has a very long waiting list.