I think something's wrong.

He makes music and has gigs. Most of his friends (at least the ones that I know) are in the music scene. The first time I was with him at a rave (which he had organised himself), a few of his friends introduced themselves to me. Then there's this one friend who usually greets me in SOME way. But most of the time we see his friends he doesn't introduce me even if I've never seen them before.

I've tried to take part in conversation, but I was ignored.

Now I've grown to hate raves because I know that if there are some of his friends, I'm completely ignored.

Maybe his friends think I'm taking up all his time? Maybe I should let him be just with his friends? I'd be okay with that. We only see on weekends, but if he wanted to see his friends I would be totally fine with that. I don't think I have to be EVERYWHERE with him. I don't want to be like that. I don't want his friends to think I'm clinging onto him.

Seriously I don't like that he drags me everywhere and then I get ignored. He doesn't ignore me all the time, just when he's with his friends.

Is there some polite way of saying this or bringing this up? Or some solutions I could bring up? If I said "I don't think your friends like me" he would say it's bull crap or that I don't have to care about what they think.

I just think it's really strange when you have to go spend the night over at someone's who doesn't say a word to you and doesn't say anything when you thank for being able to spend the night over there...

I'm sorry if I sound stupid. My T once told me that I don't really know what "normal" is because my mother taught me that I deserved the abuse that was done to me. So I'm kinda on the border here... I have a feeling but then again parts of me are defending him. because I love him. He's wonderful and I don't want our relationship to end to this, this is nothing. I just don't know how I could bring it up.

Any comments/opinions/advice is valued. Thanks.