T is this really it? Are you the actual T that I have needed all along? I’m so scared to get my hopes up as in the past it’s all gone wrong when I’ve dared to hope, but something about our relationship feels so different to all my past Ts. I already feel like I could pretty much say anything to you and you would react in the right manner. It’s my own shame that is stopping me from telling you things, rather than it being because I’m worried you will judge me.
I come out of sessions feeling warmth rather than judged and paranoid. I thought in the past that this was just the way I react to sessions, but I’m beginning to think now it was because my ex Ts were just not right for me.
I know it’s still very early days and it could still all go dreadfully wrong, but right now I guess I just want to say thank you for being you.