I did not sleep well at all and worry about the effect that will have on the rest of the day.

Also, I had a kind of odd incident yesterday, the kind I should probably not overthink. I'm in a small online class. The class gets together outside of class (online) once a month for an unstructured social event.


I never went to the social chat because I had a schedule conflict. The conflict went away so I went for the first time yesterday. I felt out of place - the group is cohesive and has even more meetings outside of class than I realized. At one point they were talking about something they were doing that I hadn't been invited to and it just felt weird. I am invited now but how can I tell if they really wanted to invite me or just felt pressured to? Does it matter? Probably not.