I am still struggling. I am not so sure this is depression, may be more like "going into a cave" like a bear in the winter. To be honest I feel that this "cave-in" do me good, as if I need a rest from everything and do it this way (no money to go on vacation now).

I eat and sleep well.

I have made a few plans for tomorrow:

- Up at usual time.
- Breakfast.
- Some rest.
- Shower
- Food
- Gym
- Thinking time about how to go on with life in a manageable tact.

Good wishes to all!